Is it the truth

Is it the truth..
Lying next to you
Wishing I could disappear
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air

It’s the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don’t see it
It’s the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don’t believe it

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it’s easier than telling the truth